Irony // 26 Feb 2020
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17:10 |
I feel that walking has become another chore I don't think I can go on walking anymore Forgive me for those words, I know they're but a cliche to you But life is tiring my feet are feeling sore I wish that I could have a bit of time To heal the ache that's growing stronger all the time But I know time stops for nobody, let alone me, and so I go inevitably... Whenever things are going rather happily It turns out life is just playing a trick on me It's slightly shameful to admit the truth, I end up in tears And so returns the same old melancholy I miss when life was just simplicity And misery wasn't always chasing me It's pretty obvious now, I should have left my regret But I held onto it, so foolishly Maybe I overreact a bit It hasn't destroyed me yet, hast it? But everything I desire is always just too far to get Honestly, it's just me, brainlessly, so silly Always hoping for good to be If that's the case then just hear my plea Pick me up and drop me into unfaltering sleep You say to look hard for a solution But wouldn't that depend on the person? So I could never, no I could never Believe a word anyone says I know that everyone has their hardships It's fairly clear to me that I'm not alone But how is it that they can just leave them I just don't know at all Often I'm told I need to clean up my act Althought maturity is something I lack And so when someone simple little problems arise I overthink them, over and over again It seems that the world is just a troublesome place so, Sometimes I think that I should just end the pain "You're sick, aren't you dear?" "I'm sick of tears" Why can't everything just end simply? Everything I aspired to be Is nothing that will become of me If my expectations are too far fetched, then just what am I to do? Give a sign, give a sign, a reason not to die Give me a chance to prove my worth I constantly search for a place to cry Why won't these tears just stop pouring from my eyes It's hard to constantly think of the same things It's just unnecessary to think too much You always told me stars would guide me back home Although they only show at night You always showed me so much kindness I don't deserve it, I have failed you too much I think my tiny heart is going to split Just leave it be, for now... Step back from me... Please leave me be... This so-deceitful road that I stumble on is never going to end... It's getting difficult to maneuver And it's just worthless to try and run away So I'll just hold my hands over my ears And block out all this noise How can I live not knowing what life it? Sometimes my dreams seem to be more realistic Obviously I can't be called happy Then, what am I, after all...? |
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