one day, you can't hold on to it anymore. you don't
know but you feel shattered and then you burst into
tears. your head and chest and eyes and
everything hurts. everything feels numb and
surrendered. it's as if you're done. you've given
up. you're done for. you can't take it anymore and
you cry and scream silently as you cover your
mouth to stop your sobs and the suffocating
inhalation and you break down. you fall to the
ground because your legs cannot take the load of
your imperfections. you close your eyes, let the
tears fall, hug yourself and stand up.