no matter how perfect you are someone will still cheat on you. that's the thing about people. and no matter how they treat you, you still love them anyway... i hate the idea of being too softhearted when you start having feelings for someone. they leave you and treat you cold and then one day they'll just show and tell you they missed you, like seriously? people are dealing everyday to forget other people but they don't see that. after they came to your attention after months of being cold, here you are again, starting all over again to move on from every single scratch. i wish i can hate people by doing that but i'm glad i have a big heart. maybe that's why i always end up hurting…