once i totally get over you, i'll tell you how thankful i am to you. i'll tell you how much your words motivated me. i'll tell you how i cried everynight thinking of you. i'll tell you how hard i've been through just to smile in front of you. i'll tell you how i hurt myself everytime i say that 'im okay'. i'll tell you not to regret making me one of your fucking options. i'll tell you that i’m not one of your many toys.