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secrets left unspoken is a collection of my random thoughts i had left unsaid. it’s where i can write all my feelings and emotions but never even speaks about it. this serves as my escape from this world where no one to talk to and no one to hold on to. this is the place where i can be ME as ME without hesitations. this is a peek in to the world as i see it.
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i don't need you no more // 26 Dec 2016
09:12
i don't need you. in the depths of sadness and despair, where were you? you weren't there. i don't need you. in the pit of depression where everything seems wrong and falling apart, where were you? you weren't there. i don't need you. for all the times i called you to save me from the days i feel all alone and lonely, where were you? you weren't there. i don't need you. moments that i needed your company and your loving hands to warm the coldness that's filling up the spaces of my heart, where were you? you weren't there. i don't need you. for all the times i shined the brightest and i wanted you to witness it, where were you? you weren't there. i don't need you. times when doubts and fears conquered my mind, all i wanted was the truth but where were you?
but when you needed time, i set aside and drop all the things i should do to see you.
but when you feel like nobody's there for you. i was there.
but when you needed attention, i was always available. one dumb text away no matter what time of the day, you were my priority.
and when you needed love, i poured my heart out and showed you the soul like no one else had. it was pure, it was only for you, it was my downfall but it made you happy for awhile. i didn't mind.
i still love you but where were you?
you were with her.
i don't need you. i just don't feel the need to be remembered when you got home from a date with her.
i don't need you. i just don't feel the need to be your number two.
i don't need you.

words by: regine deroca

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