call this an assumption but when you feel that you should stop over thinking and overreacting on things that doesn’t matter then you know you can move forward with a true understanding of what would be best.

i admit i’ve been struggling leaving in the past, judging and lurking around on other people’s lives via the internet but now this is the right time that i have to face my fears and let go of my inhibitions. i’ve already seen the inherent lack of truth in my beliefs before and i shouldn’t over-think things that are based only on my predictions and assumptions. i can’t even imagine how boring, stressful and tiring my life was. i should be doing better than this. i should be discovering what i really want, how to be happy, not just content and i deserve that. i can’t change the past but i can change what happens from now on.

i am so thankful that it’s not too late for me to realize all this.