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secrets left unspoken is a collection of my random thoughts i had left unsaid. it’s where i can write all my feelings and emotions but never even speaks about it. this serves as my escape from this world where no one to talk to and no one to hold on to. this is the place where i can be ME as ME without hesitations. this is a peak in to the world as i see it.
WARNING: you may sometimes read death notes here.
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♥♡♥♡ // 12 Jul 2016
i started gaining weight when i decided to take birth control pills two years ago. now it’s really hard for me to lose weight and return to my previous form and diet. i am always hungry, i ate what i want. when i don't eat i feel so weak. if i miss a meal i feel like passing out, i get headaches, i feel horrible if i miss a meal. i hated what i look now, no shirt, jeans would fit me and i gave away all my dresses too. i hate being the way i am, i'm desperate and pathetic. i just wanna lose all this fucking fat. i hate it with a passion.

being fat sucks in so many ways.